Maybe it's that I walk for over an hour & 1/2 each day.
That I can't decide if I'm too lazy to bring either a bike or scooter in order to shorten that time, or that I'm too afraid that my clumsiness on either will land me a red-stained spot on the pavement.
Maybe it's the urge that I'd rather sleep, go to work or spend time with my family.
That I without a doubt s p r e a d m y s e l f t o o t h i n . I curse my 18 credits.
Maybe it's because I have 2 math classes.
And that I'm deeply disappointed in the class that I was most excited for. Dear Dr. K, although I've learned a lot, I signed up for Honors in Writing not a political and argumentative debate class thank youuu.
Or that I always leave my American Institutions class with a headache.
Maybe it's because I miss last semester and my frequent visits to the library which I don't have time for now.
It's probably because I've procrastinated to such a level that I don't even know who I am.
And it most definitely is that I'm a perfectionist and won't allow any failure even by the littlest means in my education.
As far as school goes, I am exhausted.
And I hate:
how I've reacted to it.
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how I've become the typical college procrastinator.
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that I let myself become overwhelmed.
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that I let my poor attitude about this semester get the best of me.
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and portrayed the "shew school don't bother me" look.
It seriously stops now.
On another note, everything else is
AMAZING.
